Thursday, November 30, 2017

Thankful Thursdays pt 4

November 24th:

I'm thankful for my three crazy, amazingly smart and Jesus-loving brothers. I'm also thankful for every single one of my cousins, near and far!

November 25th:

Christmas. music. And second thanksgivings!

November 26th:

I'm thankful for my desire to be a teacher and change kids' lives. I'm so excited to see what God has in store for my future kids and classrooms!

November 27th:

Thankful for chill sunshine after a week of rain and darkness. I don't mind the cold as long as I'm not wet!

November 28th:

I'm thankful for my sissy and that we've always been pretty great friends, even though sometimes we hate living with each other.

November 29th:


I'm thankful for God's Word. It needs no explanation.

November 30th:

I love having rabbits. I'm so thankful for each of my "babies"!


Until next time,

H.L.W

Wednesday, November 29, 2017

Dutch Bros Anniversaries

I have a weird thing with dates. I remember them quite well, and I can tell when I'm nearing a date that has some sort of significance even if I don't remember what happened on that date right off the bat. Around my birthday I had the strongest feeling that the anniversary of when I was hired at Dutch Bros was coming up. For some reason, it was a big deal to me to find out what day it was. I found the date in my journal, and for some reason I subconsciously counted down the days until it came.

On November 18th, 2016, I had walked into a local hotel where Dutch Bros had scheduled their interview party to hire employees to launch DB Everett.

On November 18th, 2016, I walked into the room with messy hair and food on my shirt, because I didn't expect an interview. I only thought I was dropping off an application. I had no idea how much these people would mean to me. How much my life would change because of Dutch. How much I would change in the year to come.

"I wouldn't come to work like this," I remember saying to Sammers, the one who looked like she was in charge. "But I didn't know I was going to have an interview." She just said she was glad to meet me and gave me hug. She made me feel special and I loved her instantly.

They were conducting 5-minute interviews of over fifty candidates that day, but I waited only around 10 minutes before they called my name and I was led into the office room with a panel of five interviewers, Teal and JD, Kate, and some guys I didn't see again. Sammers and the other ladies and gents that were entertaining in that main room said "Good luck". In the interview, I felt like I fit right in. We joked together, laughed together, and the interview went by quickly.

On November 19th, 2016, Teal called me and said I pretty much had the job, we just needed to meet again to have a second interview and discuss scheduling.

On November 20th, 2016, which I remember being a Sunday, I had a second interview with Teal at our stand and she told me they usually do a second interview, and ask more questions, but they knew I was hired and so they didn't do that with me. She just discussed the shifts and how they could build a schedule around my school schedule and such.

On Monday, November 21st, I had orientation and received paperwork to fill out and my manifesto to memorize in a week.

On November 28th, training began! There was a 2-week period of training prior to our stand opening on December 13th, 2016. It's almost been a full year since our stand has been running smoothly!


Until next time friends,

Holls B Jolls


Thursday, November 23, 2017

Thankful Thursdays pt 3

November 17:

I'm thankful for my friend Connie, who covered my shift at work today because I was so sick!

November 18:

One year ago today most of us had our Dutch Bros interviews :) So thankful for the friends DB has brought me, and the money I've made to be able to pay for school with no loans!

November 19:

One year ago today I was told I had the job. I'm so thankful for my manager and franchisee Teal, her fiancée JD, and their puppy Tucker. I really couldn't have gotten a job with better leadership, especially for it being a brand new stand in this area and my first job.

I'm also thankful for my puppy Odin. Today we played fetch for around 30 minutes in the back yard, and cuddled afterwards. He finally knows how to drop the Frisbee when you toss it. It only took him a year to learn. He's a good dog, even though sometimes he's not.



November 20:

Thankful for the beauty of fall.

November 21:

If you know me, you know I hate coffee. But I LOVE white coffee. It keeps me alive during early morning shifts and late class nights. 

November 22:

Today I'm thankful for my youth group and my church, and the amazing people I get to spend every Wednesday night with!

November 23:

HAPPY THANKSGIVING! Today I'm thankful for my big, messy, loving, and passionate family who has made me who I am today.

I hope you spend the day as thankful as I am.

H.L.W.

Wednesday, November 22, 2017

$10 and Under Half Price Books Haul

On the 18th I went to Half Price Books to spend the $25 gift card my mom bought me for my birthday. There were a few books I have wanted to add to my collection for a while, and then I love to look around to see new things from authors I love or classics I've heard of and have always wanted to read.

I wanted some specific books, but didn't have much in mind. I hadn't shopped for books in a while so I was excited to look around. I primarily wanted to get Wonder (one of my favorite books), and the last Eragon books I didn't already have to add to my collection. I ended up getting lots more than I originally anticipated, and I didn't get everything I wanted, but I'm so excited about my purchases.


  • Go Set a Watchman by Harper Lee. This book is kind of a sequel to To Kill a Mockingbird, but also can be a standalone. Mockingbird is one of my favorites, and although I haven't read Watchman yet, I'm excited to start it very soon. $8
  • Charlotte's Web by E.B. White. It was only $1 but I actually already owned it. I guess it's one I'll add to a box for my future classroom, or donate to a school near me. 
  • Gregor and the Code of Claw by Suzanne Collins. This is the fifth and final installment of the Gregor the Overlander series, the only one I didn't own. My sister, brother, and I have all read and love this series. My 11-year-old brother is currently reading them. $5

  • Oliver Twist by Charles Dickens. I haven't read many of Dickens' works, including this one, but I want to read more classics, and I've heard such great things about Oliver Twist that I'm sure I'll love it. 
Alice's Adventures in Wonderland and Through the Looking-glass (a collection), by Lewis Carroll. I also haven't read these classics, but I've wanted to for a long time. $3

Little Women, Little Men, and Jo's Boys (a collection), by Louisa May Alcott. I read Little Women when I was much younger, and I've wanted to reread it. I'm excited to read the sequels. $8

Eragon ($7) and Inheritance ($10) by Christopher Paolini. These are the first and last books in the Inheritance Cycle, I already own the middle two, but these were missing. Now I have the full set! My sister, dad and I read these books years ago and we all love them. They are classics to us. 





I didn't get Wonder, because of the new movie coming out, they had all brand new copies that were about $15+. It's cheaper on Amazon (around $12), so that's where I'll be buying it.


Now you know how much I spent on books (my gift card did not cover it all). But I wanted to include prices because I think Half Price usually has great deals and lots of people don't realize they have great stuff too.


Keep reading adventurers,

H.L.W.


Saturday, November 18, 2017

Birthday Blessings

On Saturday I turned 19 years old! Today I want to talk about what my family and I did to celebrate. It's a big age. Maybe it doesn't seem or feel as big as, say, 16 or 18, but it's my LAST YEAR as a teenager! WHAT. Next year I'll turn 20. Then I'm REALLY an adult. I can't use the excuse of being a teenager for everything I try to get away with.

WHAT.

Thursday night, my classmates sang me happy birthday. My birthday this year fell on a Saturday. Because I worked 11:45-6:30 on my birthday, we began the celebrations on Friday. My mom gave me money, and my sister and I shopped at the Everett mall (Old Navy and Burlington primarily), ate dinner (she got enchiladas and I got soft tacos), and got some tasty sorbet at the new froyo shop inside the mall.


Then, we watched Thor: Ragnarock Friday night with the whole family. Marvel movies are our favorite. We always see all the newest Marvel/Avengers movies in the theaters as a family. I usually see Thor movies for my birthday each year because they come out in November. This movie did not disappoint! It was hilarious and very entertaining.

On the day of my birthday, I woke up around 7:30am (as much as I tried, I couldn't sleep in), and I opened presents from my mom and siblings. My sister made me a fancy H with 19 things she loves about me, chocolate, and a jar she made as a pencil holder. She also picked out some flowers my mom bought for me. A couple brothers got me homemade cards, and one of my brothers bought me a scarf. My parents got me gloves, hats, a gift card to Half Price Books, chocolate, and an umbrella (the necessities). They also gave me money to buy whatever at the mall the day before. I was trying to buy these things I needed (hats, umbrella), but Sydnie told me not to, and so I pretty much knew what I was getting from them. Haha. 

I worked from 11:45 to 6:30, but I had a great time having fun with friends and customers, and dancing to good music. Around the time when my shift ended, my manager/franchisee Teal, my assistant manager Sam, as well as one of my shift leads, Maddie, surprised me with flowers and a present.



After my shift, I discovered that my family's car had broke down and my mom wasn't able to pick me up from work. Unfortunantely, this meant that I had to take the bus home and we didn't get to eat at the restaurant I had picked out for my birthday dinner. But it was okay. We walked home from the bus stop together, ate pizza, had brownies with frosting and watched This is Us until after 11.

On Sunday, we walked to an Indian restaurant because they were having a lunch buffet, and ate there. It was a great relaxed day.


I felt so loved and celebrated. It's definitely a day I won't forget.

Not every day is perfect. But each day has it's share of perfect moments.



Take care, friends.

H.L.W


Thursday, November 16, 2017

Thankful Thursdays pt 2

November 10th:

Today I'm thankful for malls, theaters, fluffy sweaters and time with family.

November 11th:

I'm thankful that I made it another year. I'm thankful for my amazing and loving coworkers that I can't imagine life without.

November 12th:

I'm thankful for tasty treats like chocolate and brownies!

November 13th:

I'm TRYING to be thankful for the rain. I got soaked today but the rain was beautiful, and somehow calming.

November 14th:

I'm so thankful for books and the ability to travel to new worlds, become a new person, have new experiences through them.

November 15th:

A sweet coworker, Connie, sent me a long text wishing me a happy birthday and telling me everything she loves about me. I'm so thankful for who she is.

November 16th:

Even though I hate the dentist, I am thankful for them.

That's all I have this week. Until next time!

H.L.W.

Friday, November 10, 2017

19 Things for 19 Years

Tomorrow I turn 19 years old. My LAST YEAR AS A TEENAGER. I'm freaking out just a little bit inside.

Here are 19 things I want to do in my 19th year.

1. Read all the books on my reading list that have been there for longer than a year. I have tons of books that I've wanted to read and I keep putting it off, or life gets too busy, or whatever. I want to pick up some of these books and make reading an important part of my day. It's such a great way for me to unwind and relax.

2. Get my driver's license (I still only have my permit).

3. Buy a car. So I can get around.

4. Start working in schools on a regular basis, more than just my practicums (volunteering, possibly becoming a paraprofessional, etc.)

5. Read my Bible and journal daily.

6. Buy a camera. For better videos and pictures for YouTube and all my socials (for my rabbits)!

7. Post on For the Love of Everything Good at least weekly. As long as I plan well and write and schedule posts on my days off, I should be good to go!

8. Take 3 trips for myself (besides family vacations or church retreats).

9. Take a camping trip alone to refocus and reenergize.

10. Register to vote.

11. Post on YouTube (Holly's Hollands Rabbitry), at least twice a month.

12. Post on my HHR blog at least once a month.

13. Develop social medias for FLEG (For the Love of Everything Good).

14. Travel by plane for the first time. Hopefully I'll knock out this one in December!

15. Work out 3-5 times a week. I usually work out 3 times a week right now and it's rarely enough for me. I always forget how much I love working out until I do it.

16. Put $1000 every month into savings. This is a shorter, more manageable goal that will lead up to my long-term goal of graduation Western without student loans, buying a car, and tickets to visit CA.

17. Do a hardcore cleanse and detox for my body. My body has a lot of inflammation, psoriasis, etc. To totally get rid or minimize the effects of this I will need to do a hardcore detox. This might require time off work, because detoxing my body in the way it needs will not feel good. But I'm sure I'll feel a thousand times better afterwards (and look better, if my psoriasis goes away!).

18. Keep at 3.7 GPA in school.

19. Take time for myself. Prioritize my health. If I slack on taking care of myself I can't be the best me that God wants me to be.

Thankful Thursdays pt 1

Every Thursday in November, due to Thanksgiving, I will be posting about what I was most thankful for every single day that week. I was thinking about daily posts, but in one day I might not have enough to write about to warrant a blog post, and posting each day is too overwhelming with everything else I have going on. So weekly it is. Let's jump right in.

November 1st:

Today I'm thankful for work friends and Thai food after an early morning shift.

November 2nd:

It was hard to find something to be thankful for today. But I'm thankful for my family's support and my mom's willingness to take an hour out of her day to drive me to work if need be.

November 3rd:

Sunsets & snow.

November 4th:

Today I'm thankful for productive days, where I can just do homework and hang out with my bunnies without worrying about having to be anywhere.

November 5th:

Today I'm thankful for my desire to try new things and not be afraid of change.

November 6th:

I'm thankful for cozy blankets and heaters.

November 7th:

Thankful for baby bunnies.

November 8th:

I'm thankful today for the friendships Dutch Bros has brought into my life. I love you Sammers.

November 9th:

Thankful for my cohort at school. They sang me happy birthday because it was our last day of class before I turn 19 :)

Monday, November 6, 2017

Revisiting my Goals

I made goals for my 18th year last year and that's pretty much where I stopped blogging. But since I've picked it up again, let's review what I set to accomplish and see if I actually did.

Click HERE to visit the post I made the day before my 18th birthday (it seems like a lifetime ago and yesterday at the same time).

So these are the goals I wrote for myself last year and my explanation to whether or not I achieved the goal.

1. Write in my journal at least 3 times a week. I didn't continue this through the entire year. I went months without writing when I first turned 18, and then I wrote almost every single day all summer long, so it pretty much balances out, right?! I didn't think so either. I'm trying to get into the habit of writing everyday. 

2. Read my Bible every day and start studying God's Word.
I have definitely been reading and studying the Word more than I have in the past. Of course, some days I would fail this goal. But every day it's a goal and a choice to make God a priority. 

3. Start spending more quality time with family and friends, and people I love.
I guess yeah? How did I plan on measuring this? 

4. Get a summer job and save money.
I actually got a job two weeks after writing this and it's been almost a year now! And I've definitely been saving money because I paid for my first quarter of school with no loans and I almost have all the money for next quarter, too (even though it's not due until January). AND I'm doing my best to save for a CA trip in December! 

5. Buy a car and learn how to drive.
I got my permit and I drive all over, but I don't have my license or a car of my own yet. But next year for sure. 

6. Visit a state I haven't been to yet.
I have a plan in the works to visit California before the end of the year :) 

7. Make new friends and strengthen current friendships.
I started working at Dutch Bros, made great lifelong friends there, and started at Western which has introduced me to a group of 14 other future teachers and we're all great friends already.

So, there you have it. Lots of goals achieved, which I'm very excited about. And some that were not, which is okay, but it makes me even more excited for my goals for next year!

Stay tuned for a post on my 19 goals for my 19th year! Make sure you're subscribed (put your email into the box on your right) so you know right when I post it and you don't miss out!

Smiles (this is how I had a professor sign off on a message to all her students, isn't it fun!),
H.L.W.

Saturday, November 4, 2017

With Unlimited Funds, Change is Easy

In my diversity + equity class on Mondays, we have fishbowl discussions. This is where half the class sits in a circle and has a discussion, over a topic the professor chooses, and the rest of the class watches them and takes notes and discusses their observations after the discussion is over.

Our discussion topic this past Monday was to make a brainstorming list of everything that we felt contributed to a gap in the achievement of low income or minority students in American schools (because there is a huge gap from kindergarten to high school, you know). Our list consisted of:

- Teachers' low expectations

- Almost all teachers are white females

- Parents working 2+ jobs, with not enough time to help with homework

- Language barrier (parents don't speak English, can't help with child's homework, child is learning English and can't understand many things, etc)

- Poor child readiness (child comes to kindergarten/1st grade never having been read a book, not knowing how to count or what their colors are, the family doesn't own any books, etc)

- Loud/hectic household, child unable to focus on homework

- Because of low income, child may not eat at home or have enough food and go hungry

- Anxiety/stress because of low income

- Poor health

- Parents may be unable to attend conferences or meet with the teacher

- Child may need to take on more responsibility at home, such as child care for younger siblings, household chores, or parents think family time is more important than homework

As we've been learning in all our classes, these are all things that contribute to the academic achievement gap that occurs in minority or low-income students and their families. As prompted by the professor, we needed to choose our top 3 that contributed the most to the gap. We chose language, teacher bias/low expectations, and families not spending time with their child getting them ready for school or setting them up for success inside a classroom (such as reading to them, teaching the alphabet song, etc.).

When I say that these parents failed to set up their child for success, I'm not bashing the parent. It may not be their fault at all. As a low income parent, their primary responsibility is to work and earn money so that the family will not be homeless, have food to eat, and hopefully clean clothes to wear. And when a single parent or both parents need to work multiple jobs to make that happen, it becomes impossible for the parent to make sure the child is ready for school; their biggest concern is making sure their child is safe and healthy. How can a parent who is just trying to keep their families' heads above water in a system that is settling THEM up for failure, be able to make sure their children are at the same level in kindergarten as rich white kids?

The next thing my professor told us to do was to role play as women on a school board and we had unlimited funds to make changes in our schools and provide resources to families to fix these top 3 things. What would we do?

- Provide classes so parents and families could learn English together.

- Provide clubs or daycare/preschool programs designed to help families get books, food if they don't have enough, and help children be ready for school and feel successful.

These are the two I remember the most, although there were many more that we discussed. And of course, there were issues with these too; a classmate of mine, whose parents don't speak English said they had the opportunity to learn when she was in school but it was really, really hard and inconvenient for them to learn. They didn't want to. They may have felt forced and there's no way that someone who does not want to learn a language will learn it easily and be any help to their student.

Our professor ended the discussion by saying that we will have the same groups next week, and the discussers (myself included), needed to do the suggested reading and come up with ideas to fix these issues we saw in the current system. It was really easy to come up with ideas when we had unlimited funds and resources. But now, in the current system, how can things change?

Maybe next week after my Monday class I'll share what we talked about and how our ideas could be implemented in today's system, to fix the system.

Wednesday, November 1, 2017

More Police but Poor Education

Remember last Saturday's post? Click HERE if you haven't read it yet, because you definitely need to read it in its entirety before continuing with this post.

My mom shared an article with me that she thought fit into Saturday's post. Unfortunately, I couldn't fit the article into what I had already written, so I decided to just do a new post on it. Here it is, if you want to read it all: https://www.kiro7.com/news/north-sound-news/snohomish-county-proposes-property-tax-levy-to-pay-for-more-deputies/629709759

Basically, the Snohomish County is proposing an increase to property taxes to hire and pay for new police officers. Because we need a bigger force to keep the public in check. But we don't need to better fund our schools first?

It's governors and politicians like these that make me so angry. We are setting children up for failure. We are paying for more police officers, and a better police force, but not paying to educate a student better. We're paying for more people in jail, but not for more books for kids.

We're paying for kids that the public school system failed, to be incarcerated. Because we know they'll fail. We know there will always be "bad kids". "Bad people". And nothing we could've done could've prevented a teen from turning to drugs or theft? Nothing we could've done could've prevented a child from joining a gang?

Of course, these things will always exist. We live in a sinful world and perverted people will always be here until the end of the time. But that doesn't mean that we can't help those kids that were led astray and lied to BEFORE it happens. If we're really concerned with lowering crime rates, why don't we start at the core of the issue? Why don't we start with the schools?

If we raise property taxes, can it please be for something that doesn't just affect the low-income and minority children the most? We all know that low-income, minority children get in the most trouble in school and have the highest rates of turning to crime and getting caught. If we raised property taxes to fund schools, provide more books, provide better curriculum, provide more GOOD, EFFECTIVE teachers and paraprofessionals, WE WOULD

HAVE LESS CRIME IN THE FUTURE.

Of course without Jesus, and in a world where there are bad people and where evil lurks, we won't ever have a totally peaceful society and what we do in schools or on the police force can't change that. But that doesn't mean that we have a right to not try, just because that's how it may always be.

I understand we have to deal with the crime we have now. We can't just let it go, and let the current gangs grow, and let people get shot, and let banks be robbed, and let adults kill themselves with meth. But we also need to think more and more clearly about our future kids. Are we giving them a good future?

Are we setting them up for success in society? No? Then we need to change something. Or at least try to start at the heart of the issue.


See you Saturday,
H.L.W.