Thursday, December 27, 2018

Introducing Holly Lynn . . . MY YOUTUBE CHANNEL!

I have a personal YouTube Channel!!!!

I've been wanting to start a personal channel since the beginning of 2018. There are 4 days left in the year, so I decided it's as good of a time as any!

I've had a rabbit YouTube channel for several years and I love the world of YouTube. I love expressing my creativity through the editing process, and I have so much fun filming. I'm super super excited to have one that is about everything else I love in life.

I did some filming in California so I could remember the time and create a vlog when I got back. It's not edited or up yet, but I did film several videos today . . . and the intro is up NOW!

My channel is called Holly Lynn, my first and middle names. I'm so excited to share it with you all. I hope you enjoy. The link is down below. Check it out!!

Holly Lynn Introduction 

Unfortunately I wasn't able to use the thumbnail I had already made, so I'll put it here.




Thursday, November 22, 2018

Happy Thanksgiving 2018

This holiday season, I'm really dwelling on how much I have to be thankful for. I guess we all think this way around Thanksgiving - it's in the name, after all. But, I'm going to be honest - thankfulness hasn't come easily to me this season. I'm not doing the job I want to do for the rest of my life, school sucks sometimes, and I have no time for fun. Expectations weigh me down, and most of them are my own, on myself.

But amidst all those precursors to an unhappy holiday, I choose to dwell on the reason for the season.

I am thankful for family. Even if we have our drama, at least I have a family to call my own. Even if we cry over silly misunderstandings and hurtful words, our laughter is the loudest.

I am thankful for my home. Even though I share a room with my sister and the house is too small (or my brothers are too big), and we're running out of space, at least I have a roof over my head, and a warm place to sleep.

I am thankful for my job. Even though it's the hardest work I've ever done, it's also the most rewarding and fulfilling (sometimes). My colleagues are amazing, understanding, and so supportive. We're a great team.

I am thankful for my school. Even if I have to study every night, don't enjoy every class, and don't get all As, I have incredible professors, an amazing university, and great friends. And someday, these several years of school will be so worth it.

I am thankful for my friends. Even though I don't see them often enough, I know we care about each other and love each other no matter what.

I am thankful for my anxieties. They keep me grounded, humbled, and surround the things I love most - and at least I don't have the worries of my next meal, where I will sleep, or how I'll stay safe.

I am thankful for Jesus, and his awesome love for me and my mostly ungrateful heart. I'm thankful that even when I fail, he doesn't let me fall.

I'm thankful that I am not battling deep anxiety or depression on a regular basis. I am thankful for good sleep. I'm thankful for coffee and pie. I'm thankful for conversations and board games. If you're reading this, I'm thankful for you, too.

Have a wonderful night, and guess what - it's Christmas now. I'm super thankful for that.

With love,

Holly

Where I've Been

Well hey there. . . welcome back . . . to say it's been a while would be an understatement.

These past few months have been busy, busy, busy. I have several blog drafts that I've started and never finished and now they're a little irrelevant . . . does it make sense in November or December to post a blog all about how my summer was? Yes? . . . No? Well, I didn't think so either. Maybe one of these days I'll post something about what I've been up to more specifically since I was regularly posting, including the summer.


I'm writing this on Thanksgiving Day. Immediately after I post this one, there will be another post about what I'm thankful for. But, this 4-day weekend is some of the only time I've had all quarter to actually write some posts. I'm hoping to write quite a few today, or at least over the weekend.

School has been busy, work has been busier . . . life has been stressful. My days are long and often exhausting. I keep telling myself it's almost finished, because Christmas break is right around the corner. And for me, which I'll discuss further later on, I have a whole month away from school and work! But enough of what's going to happen in the future . . . where exactly have I been?!

In September, I started working again at L Elementary school 4 days a week. On Fridays, I am at S Elementary school (using initials for privacy), doing my practicum work. As a practicum student, I teach lessons, observe the teacher, and work with small groups of kids. I get to know the students, and love them more and with each new interaction. This quarter has been especially affirming to my desire to be a teacher. I love these kids. I love this work. But as a life skills para at L, I often feel distraught and anxious that I'm doing the wrong thing, that I'll be unhappy in my work forever, and that my schoolwork is pointless. But then on Fridays, I get to forget about all of that and be a little bit closer to who I really want to be - a teacher with MY OWN CLASSROOM with MY OWN STUDENTS!! I really can't wait, you guys.

And I only have a year and a half left.

October went by very quickly with lots of projects to do and tough days at work. My mom and sister and I spent a weekend at Lakeside Bible Camp, learning more about Jesus, each other, and ourselves. That was such a blissful weekend, and quite a blessing in the mix of a tough month.

November has also come and gone so quickly. I turned 20 - which will be another post on it's own. What a birthday that was!

This week has been pretty insane at work. I joined a gym, which I think I'll really enjoy. We had no classes all week, which is a huge blessing. I've been catching up on homework and actually reading for fun. I LOVE reading. I don't know if I've mentioned it here before - but it's my obsession. I have books EVERYWHERE and I still don't have enough.
This past quarter I've been reading lots of Bible-based books that I've enjoyed, such as Everybody Always by Bob Goff. I'm currently reading plenty of Jesus books as well - Boundaries by Henry Cloud and John Townsend, The Ministry of Ordinary Places by Shannon Martin, and Good and Angry, by David Powlison.

Not exactly faith-related, but the author comes from a Biblical perspective, I've also been listening to Girl, Wash your Face by Rachel Hollis, which is AMAZING (don't worry, reviews on all these books to come). It's such a breath of fresh air in this overly indulgent and media-crazed world. I got Girl, Wash your Face on audio CD because there were 22+ holds on it at our library. I love listening to it though, since it's her voice reading, she knows the best way to read it. It's so amazing.

I also read lots of fiction novels last weekend - they are middle school level but I was so intrigued by them. The Boy in Striped Pajamas, Out of my Mind, and Because of Mr. Terupt were inhaled by me this past weekend.

That's just some of what I've been up to. But I hope you've enjoyed a little piece of my heart in this post, and I'll see you all soon.

Thanks for reading,

Holly

Saturday, September 1, 2018

I Hated the Word Feminist...Now I Consider Myself One

"Feminism: The advocacy of women's rights based on the equality of the sexes." - Urban Dictionary 
The word "Feminist" or "Feminism" used to leave a bad taste in my mouth.

These are words that has been around for a long time (since the 1800s at least), but have become increasingly popular of late, especially in American culture. 

Feminism started because at one point in America, it was illegal for women to read, vote or go to college. It was illegal to buy or use any form of birth control even within marriage. It was not illegal to take advantage of a woman, and rape her, and there were no negative consequences for the men involved. Women were unprepared to enter the work force because up until WW2, women were expected to stay at home and raise the children. If a woman lost her husband, whether or not she was elderly or young, she would become homeless because she was either unprepared for the work force or discriminated against due to her sex. Once our men came home from WW2, women were expected to go back to home and raise the children, even if they desired to continue being in the workforce.

Women were oppressed in all ways imaginable. In many countries, we still are. Feminism grew and developed throughout the years as a way to change this, because many women - and men - saw a disparity in the genders and desired change. 

One of the things that really rubs me the wrong way, is that from the beginning, Christian and Catholic women were the primary sources of women that disagreed with the idea of feminism. Men from all different walks of life disagreed with the idea. But the primary source of women that disagreed called themselves Christians, Catholic, Conservative. Feminism was offensive to them because they considered it to be "anti-Biblical" to work outside the home; prevent pregnancy; go to college or pursue higher knowledge; to leave your husband; or choose to remain a single woman. 



In the 90s, feminism centered around women trying to change the typical view of what a woman was and could be. It also centered around opposition to violence against women and sexual assault. This is something that is still necessary to fight and oppose to this day. Did you know that it's currently not illegal in America to take photos up the skirt of a women? 

I bought into the view that the word "feminism" centered around getting women equal rights as men. But ALSO that women who called themselves "feminists" hated men, wanted to stop chauvinism, loved birth control and abortion and hated children, and thought that all women should just go to college and be businesswomen. That's a stereotypical view of feminists. Some women may call themselves feminists and believe that. The majority do not. 

The majority of feminists recognize that there is a disparity between the genders. They recognize that the treatment of men and women is highly unequal, and that it should be changed. That does not sound "Anti-Biblical" to me. I have talked to a couple women that told me that they haven't experienced any inequality in their lives as women. 

To them I say, congratulations. I'm so happy for you. As we can see from the recent #metoo movement, it's not the case for the majority of women. This isn't the time to discuss that more in depth, but I do want to say that most men don't have to fear sexual oppression when they're just walking down the street. Women and girls are 5 times more likely to be sexually assaulted than their male counterparts. 

I started seeing feminism differently after reading an essay by Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie, titled, "Why We Should All be Feminists". It's only 45 (small) pages long and I encourage everyone to read it. Just read it. I'm not even going to quote her here, because the book is too good. 

I am a Christian feminist. I believe in the God of the Bible. I believe that all people are created in the image of God, that human life is sacred, that all have sinned, and that God's holy son Jesus Christ died on the cross for our sins, and our sins were completely forgiven upon his Resurrection. (Genesis 1:27; Genesis 3; Romans 3:23; Romans 6:23; Luke 23:26 - 24:12). 

To say that women and men are unequal, and should stay that way, is to deny that both man and woman were created in his image. We sinned equally. He LOVES us equally (Genesis 2; Romans 3:23; Matthew/Mark/Luke/John).

God himself says that there is NO distinction: "For there is no distinction: For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, and are justified by his grace as a gift, through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus. …" (Romans 3:22-24).

ALL. Gentile, Jew, woman, man, etc. God knows no race or gender when it comes to his expectations for us: obedience. 

To believe that men and women should remain separated by gender, is to believe that segregation should remain based upon gender. 

I believe that men and women are created equal. I believe that black African and white American are created to be equal. I believe that young and old are created equal. I believe that autistic and "typical" are created equal. I believe that the God of the Bible loves every single one of us equally, and does not discriminate based on gender, race, ability, age, or anything else. Everyone has access to Him. 

If our God does not discriminate, why should we?

To allow women to be treated or seen as less than men is to hold the view that there is one type of person that is better than anyone else. You become part of the bigger problem at large when you hold this ideal that men are better than women. If this is believed worldwide, what chance to people of other races, ability levels, or ages, have to achieve equality? 

I am not saying that there is no difference between the genders. I believe that differences are what make us special, and should be acknowledged and treated with respect. God has a plan for our differences. But that is not the main focus of this post. Maybe another day. 

This is why I am a feminist. I believe that Feminism is a women's rights issue, and that makes it a Human's Rights issue. I like to use the word feminist because it acknowledges the disparity between the genders that so many people these days would love to ignore. Just saying that I am for Human's Rights and equality for all is too generic. 

I love men, I love babies, I do believe that differences make us special, and I am a feminist. And I'm a pro-life, Bible-believing Christian.

Saturday, August 4, 2018

Book Censorship



Words are powerful things. And books are full of them. Words can start wars, a friendship, lead to love. Within their words, books contain ideas, memories, voices.

When books are banned, a voice is silenced. A voice is declared, "You are offensive," or, "You have no place here."

How can someone tell a voice that they have no place? Who is the judge of that? Who are we, to tell our children, the world's future, what they can or can't enjoy, just because it makes us look bad? They might not be able to handle it? They can't separate fiction from reality?

If you can't tell, I lean more or less towards the opinion that no books should be banned. In my opinion, telling people what they can and cannot read, what words they can and cannot see/hear, is trying to control their lives in more ways than anyone has authority to do. In today's post, I want to give you a list of books that have been banned, for one reason or another, and the reason behind it. Primarily, I'm going to be talking about books that have been censored but are considered an important piece of literature today, or should be. I want to shed light on the fact that book censorship is something that has been around for a long, long time, and it continues today in schools and libraries all over the country. When we are banning books and telling people what they can and can't read, we are silencing the freedom of speech. Books take us places; on adventures, through time, and teach us important lessons. These lessons should not be silenced.


Book censorship has been a topic on my mind lately, due to the fact that it was brought up in my diversity and equity class a couple months ago. A blog post was posted in a Facebook group about books that are good to use to educate children on the struggles and history of Native Americans and some books that are not good to do so. On the "do not read" list, Little House on the Prairie was mentioned, for being overtly racist towards Native Americans. 

I decided to do more research on book banning. 

There are many reasons why books are banned. The top 5 that I discovered were racial issues, sexism, political bias, explicit sexual content, and language. We ban books for these all the time. However, movies and TV shows contain the same, if not more, of these "explicit" contents, yet they are never banned, and children are allowed in many households to watch movies and TV shows that they can't even begin to understand, might be considered inappropriate, but never banned. Why is this? What is different about books that prompt banning and censorship?

While I don't agree with letting every child of every age get access to books that might have content too mature for them, I do think it's incredibly silly that we have been so quick to ban books and yet our TV shows and movies have incredibly explicit content and are never challenged or censored. These days, children and teens don't read nearly as much as they watch TV or movies. They have access to incredible technology that thirty years ago we could've never dreamed of. And yet before we would censor a movie or social media app or tv show...we ban a book. 

Keep reading,

Holly

Saturday, June 30, 2018

In Summer


Welcome, summer. Boy am I glad to see you! 

I finished spring quarter with a 3.8 GPA (praise the Lord!), on June 13th, and my last day of school (Lowell), was June 19th. I spent the first several days of my break catching up on chores, selling bunnies, and getting ready for summer classes. To celebrate the first day of summer, I went camping with a really good friend on Thursday night up in the Granite Falls area. It was beautiful, peaceful, and so relaxing. It was so needed. The weather wasn't perfect, but it was amazing for the hikes we did and adventures we had. 




This summer I am working as a nanny for a 3 month old baby, Bear, in Edmonds. I'll only be working about 19 hours a week, Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday, so I'll still have time to enjoy my summer and travel over my long weekends. In June, I also have a few other babysitting jobs scheduled - one over a weekend in Seattle. I've been wanting to visit the city since I never really have, and this will be a good weekend to do so with the girls I'll be watching. 

Speaking of travelling, in a couple weeks my family and I are going to Moscow, ID for our cousin's wedding. A couple weeks after that, I hope to take a trip to Leavenworth to explore. In August, I'll hopefully be cabin leading Jr. High camp at Lakeside Bible Camp, going to Oregon to see friends, and camping at the end of August. I'm really hoping to go to California after the summer. I wanted to go in September, but with school starting, it's a terrible time to leave. And then college will start again after that, so I will most likely go there in December. I want to go for a couple weeks this time. This summer, I hope to do lots of hiking and  

Summer classes started on June 25th. I only have 3 this quarter, and only 9 credits - PE, Health, and Social Studies online. PE is on Tuesdays and Thursdays but is only 4 weeks long. Health is on Wednesdays, and is 5 weeks long. Social studies has one in-class class on the 25th but is 8-10 weeks long. I'm glad that classes will be more chill this summer. I need a little break for sure - last quarter wore me out! You can find out more about what I've been doing over the past 3 months in my last post. Throughout the summer, I will also be working a lot with my church in kids ministry and service projects. I'm super excited for Reach's purpose here in Everett, and to see our ministry grow! 

Thanks for reading about my summer plans! Have a good weekend!

Holly 

Sunday, June 24, 2018

The Last 3 Months

Well hello there . . . been a while.

It's been more than 3 months since I've made a real post, not counting the 5 I released as a school project. However, in February when I wrote my last blog, I stopped having time due to spring quarter coming up and preparation for that.

The past 3 months have been INSANE. I worked at Lowell Elementary 5 days a week, 8am to 3pm, and then had classes 4 nights a week 5 to 9. 4 days a week, I was out of the house for at least 13.5 hours. And after classes, typically I would hop right in bed. I barely saw my family, and was only home to sleep and take care of my rabbits pretty much.

Wednesdays were particularly busy - I worked until 11:30, drove to Cedar Wood in Bothell for my half day practicum, left for school at 3:30 and sat in traffic for an hour on my way there. My busiest week was at the end of May. I had a lot of projects due in class, and was trying to apply for scholarships. I work up an extra hour and a half early all week just to write scholarship applications and essays before work, because I needed to do homework every other free minute of the day. That was a particularly stressful and exhausting week.

When I wasn't working, I was doing homework. Every second I could. I got to class usually an hour, an hour and a half early Monday, Tuesday and Thursday so I did homework during that time. I did homework all weekend. Any weekend that I was travelling or had plans set me behind and I did miss a couple nights of classes catching up, or did extra homework during IT class. I had huge projects due every other week, assignments and lesson plans due every week, and lessons to teach at Cedar Wood. I had 5 classes - about 16 credits. My practicum class, EOT (Essentials in Teaching), IT for Educators, Math, and Art. Thankfully Art was only 8 weeks long, so the first couple weeks in June before spring quarter was out, I had Tuesday nights off. I still don't know how I did it. It's by the grace of God that I made it through spring quarter without losing my mind and with a 3.8 GPA.

The things that kept me surviving through these months were my planner, car, and the Psalms. I love my planner. I took it everywhere (I still do), and wrote everything down. EVERYTHING. From what assignments were due when, to when I needed to clean bunny cages and when I had bunny pickups or work meetings. I thankfully got my license and a car right after spring quarter started. I don't know what I would've done without it. I'll write another post soon about my car story. It's quite a miracle! Pretty much whenever I had or made time to read my Bible, I read the Psalms. They are easy to read most of the time, and very comforting. Even if I wasn't pursuing God every second or even ever day, He reminded me that He was pursuing me.

Even though I barely had time to breathe, there were some highlights. Students at Cedar Wood told me I would make a great teacher. They learned something from my lessons. My CT told me that I made a difference in the life of one of her students. Even though I was only there for 3.5 hours, once a week. My kids at work make progress on their IEP goals. They didn't die or get hurt. One of my students did pull the fire alarm, but we sincerely hope he learned a lot from that experience (we're pretty sure he didn't). We had a talent show, carnival, and Last Day of School celebrations.

It was by far the busiest, most stressful few months I've had in forever. And hopefully it won't be repeated, at least for a long while. But it wasn't terrible. It was insane, yes, and I can't say it was worth it, but it was a challenge that I passed. I succeeded, I finished it, I grew, and I learned so much.

I have several blogs that I have started as I've felt led or inspired over the past several months, but haven't had time to finish. And even though not all of them apply to what's going on in my life immediately, they did at one point. I'll finish them up and post them during the next few weeks. My next post later this week will be about what my plans are for the summer. School's out now, and although I have summer classes and I'm working, everything will be much more chill. I'm so ready for a little relaxation and summer fun!

Thanks for reading my ramblings.

Holly

Monday, June 4, 2018

My First Day Project - The First Day

The first day is here. It's third grade, 8:35am, and students are arriving. I'm ready, and here's the plan:

When students arrive to the classroom, I will greet them at the door. "Hi! I'm Ms. Wisniew. Welcome to your classroom! Find your name and have a seat."

Once all students have entered, and are seated in their assigned seats (they will have assigned seats for the first week), I will introduce myself again, talk about some things I like, my favorite book, animals, where I went to school, why I'm excited to teach 3rd grade, etc. We'll go over and practice our Call to Attention. We'll go over today's schedule, which is posted on the board. Then, I will pass out some questionnaires for them to fill out to get to know each other and for me to get to know them. After they have those filled out, they can talk to people in their table group and discuss their answers. While they are working on this, I will be taking roll, and asking students if they celebrate their birthdays. Next, I'll put 2 giant pieces of paper on the board and hand out some sticky notes. Students will write a third grade fear and a third grade excitement on their sticky notes and place them on the papers, without signing their name. Then I'll read them all aloud and students can see how similar their fears and joys are to other students. These are for me to review and use.

Around 9:15, I'll collect the questionnaires and we will go over our procedure for transitions. We'll practice, I'll model, and students will model. We'll begin some name games, where everyone stands in a circle and says their name along with a corresponding movement or hand gesture. I will begin to demonstrate. Then, everyone says the name and does the movement/hand gesture. After that, still in a circle, we will say our name as fast as we possibly can. Then once we've been around the circle, we'll start again, saying our name as slowly as we possibly can. After this, we'll all know everyone's names very well! I'll give students a few minutes to talk in their table groups again and get to know each other by providing some sentence stems or questions they could ask each other. Then, they will show me how to transition back into their seats like we talked about.

Around 10, we will talk about what they want in a teacher. They will talk with their table group and come up with 3 things they agree are important to them in a teacher. Then we'll write them all down from each group on an anchor chart and post it in the classroom. I'll add a few of my own that I think are important to keep me accountable to. Then, we'll talk rules. What rules do they want to hold themselves and their classmates accountable to? Again, we will discuss in our groups and come up with 3 important ones. We will narrow it down to 5 critical rules for our classroom. If I deem it necessary, I may choose to add some important rules they left out. We will talk about consequences and what happens when rules are broken in this classroom.

Around 11, we will go over some procedures we use every day - especially flexible seating and the different group structures that we have, compared to most classrooms. We will talk about things we will learn this year - what they can expect in regards to homework, growth mindset, family interaction, etc. We will go over our entering the classroom procedure, bathroom/snacks/water/leaving the classroom procedures, materials/supplies/tech, classroom library/silent reading procedures, teacher mailbox and turn-a-card procedure. With all procedures, as appropriate, we will practice and model the expected behavior several times. At the classroom library procedure, students will actually choose books they want to start reading.

We will go over our lining up procedure, I'll show them how it's done, we'll practice it a few times, have some students model for us, and then we'll line up for lunch at 12:15. Let's say that they have lunch, then recess, then specialist, and don't come back to the classroom until 1:45. During this time, I'll be going over their questionnaires and preparing the lesson I'll teach when they get back.

Once students return, we will have a lesson on characters and talk about the books we chose for silent reading. I will introduce a book we will read together. We will go over the turn & talk procedures.

Students will have another, 10-minute recess at 2:10. When they return, we will go over our self-assessment procedure and they will have a chance to practice it. Then, we will go over and practice our dismissal procedure, line up, and they will dismiss for the day around 2:45 - 2:55.

Remaining procedures will be taught the next day. On day 2 we will go over all classroom jobs and what they entail. On day 2, they will also have their first Word of the Week (RESPECT), math and reading/writing lessons. They will be assigned classroom jobs on day 3. On day 3, we will also have a science lesson and play with some STEM supplies. On day 3, we will also begin math and reading/writing workshop procedures.


Sunday, June 3, 2018

My First Day Project - Classroom Management

Strong classroom management starts on the first day. We will do a lot of team-building exercises, like a STEM project, a name game, and I will give a questionnaire to get to know the students, as well as tell them a bit about myself. On the first day, students will be greeted at the door, with a smile and a, "Hi! I'm glad you're here. I'm Ms. Wisniew." After the first day once I know names, I will greet all students at the door using their name and asking questions about their night or weekend if appropriate. 

Whenever it makes sense, I will talk to my students about what's going on their lives and find things in common - especially on the first day. Students love to know what their teachers' favorite things are, what they like and don't like, and I will talk about all these things. I will talk to my students as if they are adults. Not as little children. 

Turn-a-Card - Each student is given an envelope containing a green, blue, yellow, and red card. A child will use these cards to communicate their feelings. This way, I know where my class is at by a quick glance around the room and can redirect any students that are feeling frustrated or bored before they get out of control.


As part of my classroom management, I want my students to do a lot of their own behavior management. Students will be given journals/notebooks to record how they did at the end of the day. If they had a hard day, they will color the date (on a calendar on the inside), yellow or red. If they had a good day, they will color it green or purple if they had an outstanding day. They will also get a few minutes at the end to journal about what they did that day, how they felt about certain things, what they learned. They will be encouraged to be honest with themselves because this is for their eyes (and mine & their parents, later on), only.

Rewards - Students will be given a token (fake gold coin), to place in a jar when they do something that exceeds expectations, uses the word of the week, etc. Once the jar is filled, the whole class gets a reward (such as party, class snacks, extra recess). Also the procedure will be taught for whatever the school-wide motivation system is.

Consequences - yellow zone/red zone - send a note home, call home, principal's office, depending on severity of misbehavior. Something like not following directions all day or being asked multiple times to do something may result in a note home, and something as severe as bullying, throwing desks, or hitting another student may result in all three. 

Motivation - whole class rewards, self-assessment, calls home to parents/caregivers.

Whenever we have long breaks, before and after a sub takes over, Monday mornings, and whenever necessary, we will review and practice procedures by actually doing them and having myself and students model them. We will do the same with class and school-wide rules and review them often, whenever necessary.

Since I don't know what school I will work for in the future, I don't know what they policies will be with consequences, motivation, etc. However, I will always have a smile when I can, be positive and happy to see and work with my students which will aid my classroom management! Even if I am not always bubbly and excited, my students will always know that what is best for their learning is at the front of my mind always.

My First Day Project - Student Records & Family Involvement

Student Records 

Because I will be graduating with a dual endorsement in elementary education K-8 and special education P-12, I will have a lot of students with IEPs, 504s, or behavior plans, because I will be prepared to work well with them. This will create a lot of extra records.

I plan on having the majority of my records, especially confidential ones like IEPs, BIPs, grades, or student information in my desk.

Students will turn in work in a "turn in bin" on top of the shelves that hold their mailboxes. I will send homework home through their mailboxes - however, I don't plan on giving them lots of homework. I will discuss this more in my post about procedures.

I plan on grading summative assessments and class work but I also want my students to do a lot of self-evaluating rather than having me grade everything. I want them to self-evaluate their homework, their behavior, etc. Inside their bins on shelves, students will have a notebook or binder for self-evaluating themselves. At the end of every day they will self-evaluate their behavior and evaluate their homework at the end of every week or biweekly period.

Summative assessments and class work will be kept for grading and evaluating and then will be distributed back to the students in portfolios at the end of each semester, for students to see how far they've come, or how much they've learned, through the year.

I'll monitor progress through the summative assessments and class work that I keep, to see how my students are understanding the concepts taught. During the day and through formative assessment I will be able to see quickly how my students are understanding the lesson and what they are learning, so that I can correct any misconceptions or misinformation as quickly as possible.

Family Involvement: 

I hope that I get plenty of parent volunteers and help because I believe that a close interaction between the teacher and parents is key to a very successful school year. However, I know I can't control how much they help out or volunteer. But I can control how I interact with them.
It's important to me to start on the right foot when interacting with families, and this begins before we all meet at the open house. On the first day of school, I will to send out a newsletter introducing myself to the parents and talking a little bit about my qualifications as their child's teacher, as well as my contact information and what they will expect from me in the way of family communication throughout the year.

On a bi-weekly basis I will send newsletters home to families, to let them know what we're learning about in class. Parents can always email me anytime, and we can schedule phone calls as well if they have concerns or anything they need to talk about considering their child.

I will call home when student behaviors warrant so, whether great or troublesome. I want to call home when students are doing well, not just when they are having difficulties.

Conferences will be held twice a year or as the school requires. Anything discussed in a conference will not be brand-new to the parent or caregiver(s). Any behavior issues or things their child has done very well will be discussed often or as necessary. Conferences will be student-led, with the child taking the caregiver or parent through their learning that semester/year with a portfolio of their worst and best work.




My First Day Project - Classroom Procedures and Rules

Procedures: 

Entering the classroom -
Students will put lunches, coats and backpacks away in their lockers outside the classroom. On the first day and through the first week, they will come in and find their name on a seat, find their mailbox, and find their cubby with supplies and books they want to read. I will greet all students as they arrive and give them 10-20 minutes to silent read while the class gets settled and I get things ready for my first lesson of the day.
After the first day, students will be able to choose what they table they want to sit at. Because of the flexible seating, they do not have arranged seating, and their cubbies and mailboxes are the places to keep their stuff - not cluttering the tables and distracting their peers.

Morning work - Students will silent read, write in their journal, or work on unfished work for the first 20 - 30 minutes of the day, while I take attendance.

Packing Up/Dismissal - Students will be dismissed by table group to pack up. They will line up once everyone is packed up, and I will walk them down to the spot where we meet parents. Any students taking the bus will leave before the whole group leaves the classroom. Once we spot a parent/caretaker, they will give me a high-five, and that will release them from my care.

Birthdays - The first day, I will ask each student if they celebrate their birthdays. If students do not, then I'll collect from each student the day they are born, and not make a big deal out of "birthdays", instead, making it more universal by it being the day each student came into the world. I'll have a calendar with these on the front of the room. For any students that have birthdays in the summer or when we're on a break, we'll celebrate a half birthday or a week before, so that they still feel special. On birthdays, the celebrations won't take up the whole day. At the end of the day, we'll play a game of the birthday student's choosing, and students will write notes to the birthday student saying what they like about having them in their class or as a friend, sharing a fun memory, whatever they want, and then we will share those on the circle rug at the very end of the day.

Holidays - I want to keep holidays as equitable as possible. I will let families know ahead of time when we will be talking about holidays, having lessons on holidays, celebrating birthdays or holidays, and how it will be done (as equitable as possible), so they can make the choice for their family what to do. I also want to talk about and celebrate holidays of students from different cultures and religions, such as Hanukah. Most holidays don't happen during a school day, so I immediately thought of Valentine's Day which is typically a school-day holiday. I won't have students bring homemade mailboxes to put Valentines' in. In fact, before the holiday, I will have students make their Valentines for everyone in class and then give them out in envelopes I provide. The students can decorate their envelopes and put their name on it however they want to make it personable.

Lining Up - Call table groups to line up. Once all students are lined up, "Are you standing nice and tall?" "Yes we are ready for the hall." The expectation is that they are not speaking, have hands to themselves, and follow proper hallway expectations.

Walking down the hallway - Students in front typically follow expectations and know where they are going, so most of the time I will stand in back through the hallway to make sure students are not goofing off and following hallway expectations. No talking and hands to yourself, as well as whatever the school policies entail. Line leader and door-holder will be classroom jobs.

Call to attention - "Okay 3rd graders, one, two, three, eyes on me . . ." "One, two, eyes on you!"

Bathroom - Can go at any time, without asking, but not during carpet time or when I'm teaching a lesson. Only 2 at once/1 boy, 1 girl. Must take a lei when they leave, and return it when they come back.

Snacks/water - any time without asking, except when I'm teaching a lesson.

Students leaving classroom - Whether going to the nurse, office, or whatever else, student must take a lei and return it when they come back. When running errands, students cannot go alone and must have a buddy they will not goof off with. Only 2 students can leave the classroom at a time. If 2 students are on an errand, no students can use the bathroom until they get back, and vise versa.

Classroom jobs - Change bi-weekly. I will choose students at random for the jobs, unless that student did it already. I may decide to give a student that needs some responsibility or work a particular area a specific job. For example, a student that does not meet hallway expectations on a regular basis may become the door-holder. Some of our jobs will be: Door holder (2nd in line), line leader, caboose )last in line and shuts off lights), answering phone ("Ms. Wisniew's room, student speaking"), teacher assistant, librarian, Pet caretaker, classroom custodian, etc. I will not have enough for every student to have a job at once. There will be times when students do not have jobs. But, when they don't, they are responsible for making sure they are cleaning up after themselves and managing their own behavior.

Flexible seating - Pick 1 spot and stay in that spot, clean up all materials, don't distract others, stay on task, respect materials.

Word of the Week - I'll pick a new word every week to be our word of the week. This will be a word that they don't commonly use in their vocabulary, but is either a favorite word of mine, a fun word, a weird word, or a word that corresponds to what we will be learning that week. If a student uses the word in context, and another student catches it, they can get a token.

Materials/supplies - Put them back when you're done, clean up after yourself, use what you have in your cubby (if you have your own pencil, don't use a classroom pencil).

Technology (chromebooks/iPads) - Put it back and plug it in when you're done, take turns (if necessary), only use your Chromebook (if 1:1), stay on task, respect the technology.

Transitions - silent, quick, clean up after yourself. I will have music (smooth jazz, classical, nothing with words), during transitions and students can try to beat the music and be done transitioning by the time the music is off.

Early Finishers - Silent read, work on homework, complete unfinished work.

Sharpening pencils - ok whenever necessary, unless during a test. Don't have to ask as long as it's necessary. Can't be done in the middle of a test. Before tests or other similar work, students will be asked to have multiple sharpened pencils available.

Answering questions - If I'm busy with another student, student must go to a peer to ask question. Can ask me when I'm available. Students are encouraged to ask each other first.

Workshop/independent work - pull students to kidney table that need extra help, data collected, to look over grades, monitor behavior, etc. All students will be given a list of things to complete - whether silent reading, writing they are working on, finishing a math test, etc. At the beginning of the year, students will be given things they can easily do alone and I will be available for help or with any questions, without pulling students.

Classroom library - Students can borrow books from the library during workshop or independent work time. When it is time to silent read, they are expected to have a book already. This is not the time to shop for a book. They must choose a book that is just right for them - at their reading level, on a topic they are interested in.

Silent Reading - not a time for perusing books; that can be done at other times. Students can sit wherever they like and must read for the full amount of time given. This is a silent time; no talking tolerated.

Homework - I don't believe in busywork; homework will be given over the weekend if necessary for the unit or project we are working on, or for students that need additional practice in a topic. Homework will be placed in mailboxes, and collected in a bin above the mailboxes. Students will be expected to read every night for a half hour. I understand that students often can't get around to this, or parents can't sign off that they did it; that's why I have so much time for students to just read and enjoy a book in my classroom.

Tattling/Disputes - My classroom does not tolerate bullying of any kind, rudeness, or not being a good friend. Everyone is welcome in my classroom and should feel safe to learn. However, I know that disputes will happen and so will tattling. Tattling will not be tolerated. If you aren't involved, don't get involved by telling me about it. I will teach my kids to solve their own problems - unless it's a big problem, they don't need to come to me every time. They are 3rd graders. They should be able to handle many recess disputes or arguments over classroom supplies on their own. Whenever something does get out of hand and I need to intervene, I may need to get the class's attention and then prompt everyone to work on something independently while I take some students out of the room to talk. I may also keep a student or multiple students in from recess or their specialist to talk, or think about what is going on.

Teacher Mailbox - This is where students can share excitements, concerns, whatever they have on their minds and hearts that they don't want other students overhearing.

Class groups/partnerships - when students are paired up for partnerships or placed in groups, they will say "Yay!" or "hurray!" no matter who their partner/group members are.

Turn & talks - look at your partner, listen to their words, speak so only your partner can hear, turn back to the front when done, wait quietly. If you don't have partner, ask a partnership to be a group of 3. If someone asks to be in your partnership, you always say "Yes!"

Turn-a-Card - Each student is given an envelope containing a green, blue, yellow, and red card. A child will use these cards to communicate their feelings. This way, I know where my class is at by a quick glance around the room and can redirect any students that are feeling frustrated or bored before they get out of control. Some students may choose not to use them, and only take accountability for their behavior at the end of the day, and some students may be asked (privately), what their color or zone is (or what it should be), for the way they are behaving, and what they need as help to get it back to the green zone. 

Self-assessment - Students will be given journals/notebooks to record how they did at the end of the day. If they had a hard day, they will color the date (on a calendar on the inside), yellow or red. If they had a good day, they will color it green or purple if they had an outstanding day. They will also get a few minutes at the end to journal about what they did that day, how they felt about certain things, what they learned. They will be encouraged to be honest with themselves because this is for their eyes (and mine & their parents, later on), only.

Tokens - Students will be given a token (fake gold coin), to place in a jar when they do something that exceeds expectations, uses the word of the week, etc. Once the jar is filled, the whole class gets a reward (such as party, class snacks, extra recess). Also the procedure will be taught for whatever the school-wide motivation system is.

Consequences - yellow zone/red zone - send a note home, call home, principal's office, depending on severity of misbehavior. Something like not following directions all day or being asked multiple times to do something may result in a note home, and something as severe as bullying, throwing desks, or hitting another student may result in all three. 

Conferences - I will do student-led conferences when I can. Students will be expected to attend the conference with their parents. Anything that is concerning that needs to be discussed will have already been brought up to the family and discussed as necessary. Students will have portfolios of the work they have been doing, projects, artwork, etc. (worst and best), and will talk their parent(s) or caregiver(s) through what they have been learning.

Procedures that happen every day will be practiced as often as necessary, and many, many times throughout the first week. After a long break, Monday morning, before and after a sub, or when necessary, procedures will be reviewed, practiced, and modeled.

Classroom Rules 

Chosen by students during first week.

Rules that I will add:
We are Kind
We are Respectful of Materials and Others
We Care, we Share
We Love to Learn
We will do our Best

School rules/expectations - will be discussed and posted somewhere in the classroom.

Rules will be discussed often or as necessary when students break them. After a long break, Monday morning, before and after a sub, or when necessary, rules will be revisited and modeled.

Teacher Expectations 

Chosen by students on first day.

Some I might add:
I will always listen to you
I will always stand up for you
I will always be FOR you, never against you
I will always help you succeed
I will always help you learn
I will always help you do your best
I will make mistakes
I will learn with you

Friday, June 1, 2018

My First Day Project - Physical Classroom Environment

The next several posts are what I will turn in as a First Day of School project for one of my classes this quarter. I hope you enjoy a little peek into my brain as I'm thinking as a first-year teacher!
http://classroom.4teachers.org/

The physical environment of my classroom is hard to think about because I don't have a lot of choice about how big my classroom will be or how it will be structured. Honestly, I will have to work with what I have once I know what I get.

I like the classroom setup above, although in my eyes it's not perfect. I hope to have flexible seating in my classroom, with only a couple tables and chairs for students, no desks, and lots of comfortable seating space elsewhere.

However, I hope to have tables and not desks because I want to foster a space of community and collaboration. I want my students to work together with projects and tables (rather than desks), is the best way to facilitate this. My students will not have assigned seating, however each table will have a certain number so that I can dismiss students by table group or assign them a specific seating when necessary. That's why there are so many shelves behind them - they will have their own labeled bin(s) for their things, but no specific place to sit each day. I will be doing this because I want my students to work with all of their peers, but I also want them to choose not to sit next to someone that they may be distracted by.

The many sofas and beanbag chairs are symbols for the variety of seating I want to offer my students. I want to have a kidney desk to work with students that need more individual support, whether they are performing below or above grade level. I want to have a book nook in one of the corners. No matter the grade level, I think reading is so important and I will have a classroom library where students can check out books that are just right for them. Books will be stored in the book stands and shelves at the nook, separated by genre and series or author.

My teacher desk is off in the corner because I don't think my desk should take up a lot of useable space for the students. On my desk, I want to have a teacher mailbox, where students can send me concerns, something going on in their life, or just something they want me to know without the fear of being overheard by a peer or being looked at as we talk. I can reply to them in their student mailboxes near the door. All of my classroom supplies will be stored in the storage section of the classroom map above, as well as in the shelving along the wall, and cupboards throughout the classroom - assuming those are provided in my room.

My door will almost always be open, and on the inside of the door I want a large piece of white paper that goes down the full length of the door, that looks something like the picture below (pinterest). I saw this first at a practicum placement a couple years ago and really loved it.


Near the door, I want a poster that is called the Shout Out Wall - a place where students will "shout out" one of their classmates for being kind, helpful, a good friend, etc., before they leave each day. Students will also have class mailboxes and there will be a turn-in bin on top of the mailbox shelf.

On the walls, I want to display class work and anchor charts of units we are studying, but on the first day, the walls will be pretty bare. There are a few anchor charts that I really want to have up, that will let the students know what is expected of them, and what they can expect from the first day and on, such as our Flexible Seating, GROUPS, Growth Mindset and Turn & Talk expectations. All pictures from pinterest.



Some anchor charts that I will have posted but couldn't find examples for would be classroom rules, school-wide rules, and expectations that the students have of me and what they want in a teacher. On the first day, I want to develop these charts with my students, asking them what they want for rules and expectations, and what they look for in a good teacher that will make them feel safe and free to have fun learning.
The anchor chart with classroom rules and expectations may look something like: In This Classroom We . . .
Show Respect
Are Kind to Others
Love to Learn
Or something similar depending on the grade level and my individual students. These will be coming from them, not just me, after all!

By the time I have my own classroom, I am guessing that most, if not all, schools within the Everett School District (where I hope to teach), will be 1:1 with students and chromebooks. That being said, I am assuming that by the time I'm teaching I'll have a class set in a huge portable charging unit. Most schools don't have desktops anymore so I assume the only one I will have is mine on my desk.

At the front of the room, I will have a small table with projector and classroom supplies - and a screen for the projector and either a chalkboard (do schools still use those?)/whiteboard/Smartboard to show visuals and display learning targets during lessons. I also want the schedule to be listed on the whiteboard/Smartboard every day, where the students can see it easily and know what will happen next.
On the board I also want to have a word-of-the-week - something that students don't normally use in their vocabulary, and whenever I or a student hears another student saying the word, the whole classroom can get a token in a jar that can earn them something once they reach a certain amount (or something like that).
Near the front of the room, I will also have classroom jobs posted that will change occasionally so each student can try out every job. I want to have student work posted as well, so that the students can claim their classroom as their own. I will also have a calendar with birthdays or day of birth marked to make that day a little extra special for the student.

I want to have a classroom rabbit as well - but this is also something that I don't have 100% control over.

Overall, I want my classroom to very inviting and friendly, a place where students want to be, a place where they feel safe to be vulnerable and do their best. I want to have quotes or pictures on the walls that give them encouragement.


Friday, February 23, 2018

Church Changes


Today I'm going to be sharing some things have been on my heart recently. I have not shared much about this big life change; but my family, primarily my parents and I, have been transitioning from our Crossway Fellowship church home to Reach Everett.


Reach Everett is a new church plant in Everett based out of Reach Kirkland. I feel very strongly in my heart that God is calling me to be a part of this church plant, but it didn't start out that way.

I was baptized at Crossway. I have had very close friends there. I have watched babies be born and grow up to be little people. I have been going to that church through my entire teenage life, which included some of the hardest and the best moments I've known thus far. In the beginning, in late September, when my parents were considering transitioning from Crossway, I was against it. I didn't want that for me. My heart felt hardened towards leaving Crossway, ever. I had never felt at home at a church before Crossway and it gave me so much anxiety and sadness over the thought of leaving it.

But God changes hearts, and he radically changed my mindset. There is nothing wrong with Crossway's ministry, but I feel like my whole life, God has been preparing me to become a part of Reach's mission. It's all part of God's story and His mission, but I have a huge heart towards the Everett city and the Everett School District (especially as a Lowell Elementary para and WWU-Everett student).

Reach has the same heart towards reaching the Everett city that I do. We don't want to buy a separate building for our church gatherings. We want to rent a spot inside a school or owned by the Everett School District, so that everything we pay towards a building is benefitting the schools and the surrounding communities.


Since mid-September, my parents and I, as well as most of my siblings (most of the time), have been going to two churches every Sunday. Crossway starts at 10am and Reach is currently at 5pm. So we've been having very hectic, busy Sundays lately.
Once Reach gets a building they can have Sunday morning services in, hopefully by Easter, I'll be transitioning completely to Reach. I'm already mostly transitioned. I don't really attend Crossway anymore unless I'm in the nursery. I'm in the nursery twice more and then I won't be participating in the Crossway ministry anymore. My mom, sister and I will most likely keep going to the Everett Gospel Mission, a ministry that Crossway does once a month, for the foreseeable future, because we love those ladies and kids and we're very invested in that ministry. My mom and I see these ladies out and about around Everett all the time.

I'm currently in the children's ministry already at Reach because they have such a huge need for childcare helpers; they have LOTS of little kids and babies! I am in love with the people at Reach and so excited to see this journey continue. I already have close relationships bonding, and I've been able to get coworkers from Dutch Bros to attend as well! 

I am so grateful to God that he changed my heart and made me so excited for Reach.

HLW

Friday, February 16, 2018

The First Week as a Life Skills Para

I'm not going to sugarcoat it. This has been a hard week! Especially because over the weekend I'll be at Lakeside Bible Camp as a gopher for High School Weekend. But let me start from Day 1.

MONDAY

I arrived to school early - at 7:15am to meet with my VP and life skills teacher to discuss expectations for the day and answer any questions I may have. I didn't have a lot, since I had visited the classroom already and met most of the kiddos. Since a couple kids were absent, the day was pretty chill. Of course every child had their moments. I chased a little boy around the playground for over 10 minutes, weaving in and out of 4th graders, because he had taken off running in a part of the playground he's not supposed to be. But these kids are truly amazing.

If you don't know what Life Skills is, it's typically a separate classroom where a teacher and several paras are working intensively with students who have severe disabilities. It's not just a classroom, but a variety of services that are offered. Because of the needs of these students, they are typically separated from the mainstream classroom in all areas. Some of these specific students are pulled out of the classroom for lunch or speech/language with professionals; however, professionals also come into the classroom to work with the students as a whole. Many of them are nonverbal, and a couple communicate with sign language. Each child is so unique and each one has a different set of unique needs. In this specific classroom, the students are in 1st - 3rd grade.

The day went by pretty quickly. We pick up the kids from the buses at 8:20-8:30 and then head to the classroom. Throughout the day, they have three recesses, breakfast, lunch, and two snacks. They have times of unstructured play, and more intensive teaching as well as sensory stations. Each student has different goals they are working on. Because of my SPED (special ed) classes I took last quarter, I'm familiar with these kinds of goals, IEPs, and BIPs. I met lots of new people, became acquainted with the layout of the building, got mail, used the copy machine, etc. I have a 40 minute lunch break in the afternoon and then we get the students to the buses at 2:50, and the day ends quickly after that. Everyone is very welcoming and kind. I'm excited to become part of the Lowell team!

I am so thankful for this new job. It will be so much easier now to make a schedule and budget when I have a set salary and hours. At Dutch Bros, everything was up in the air. I made minimum wage; tips were never dependable; and hours were always different every week. Now I get weekends off, and when I don't have class, my late afternoons/evenings are free for "me time" or homework. This quarter, I only have classes on Wednesday and Thursday evenings, and Monday evenings once a month. This will change with the new quarter, but until the end of March it's steady.

TUESDAY

The day starts at 8am. We don't pick up the kids until around 8:20, and once they're down from the buses, it's all hands on deck. We only had 5 kids out of 7 today, but one girl is in and out, so most of the time we have 4 students. Today was so fun! I felt like the first day I was so new and unsure of my surroundings I didn't have a lot of fun. The kids were quiet yesterday and not used to me. Today, they were chatty and fun! Of course we had a couple issues. Kids ran away, recess was FREEZING, there were a few tantrums, and some scratching, throwing food, spitting and yelling (life skills is not for the faint of heart). But I love getting to know the individual students and their personalities and quirks. One of the students loves Psy's Gangnum Style so we danced to that song for several minutes. We played dress up. At the end of the day, we talked about the crafts we'd do for Valentine's Day and what to expect. I'm really excited for Wednesday! I will only be working until 11:30 because I need to be in Bothell at Cedar Wood Elementary at noon for my practicum. Thankfully we're doing all the fun crafts in the morning!

WEDNESDAY

Very busy day overall. We spent the morning doing lots of crafts. My favorite was when we took off all their socks and shoes and painted their feet in red, and then made footprints in the shape of a heart. We all had a lot of fun with this one, even though it was so messy! At 11:30 I went to my Bothell school, and then at 3:30 I went to my college. I go from school to school to school on Wednesdays, but I love it!

THURSDAY

So far this was the hardest day I've had. The students were crazy and we had a lot of pretty severe behavioral issues all day long. But the kids are still cute. They are still fun and quirky. And after today, I still love this job and I'm so thankful for the change.

FRIDAY

I now know why people love Fridays more than any other weekday! Friyay for sure! It was a shorter day, and thankfully most of the kids were happy for most of the day. It's been a loooong week and now time for a long weekend! I have Lakeside Bible Camp tonight through Sunday and then I get Monday and Tuesday to relax (lol), but mostly get chores and rabbit stuff done. I do have to say though, I'm excited to see my kids again!
I do have to say that the funniest thing that happened today was that one of my students, during independent art work, made an Afganistan flag with his paper. I could spend all day talking about the quirks of this student, but I do have to say that made me laugh.

I hope you guys have a fabulous long weekend!

HLW

Monday, February 12, 2018

New Job Excitement!

I have officially been hired by the Everett Public School District!

I completed my applications and everything on January 7th. The next day, I was contacted by the assistant Principal of Lowell Elementary and asked if I was still interested in one of the jobs I applied for as a paraeducator in life skills. Of course, I said I was. We scheduled an interview for that next Friday, the 19th. A week later, I was called by the same school and asked for an interview on the 18th for an ECEAP preschool position. A few days after those interviews, I had another call and interview with Emerson Elementary. Then, around the same time, I was offered a tour of the Life Skills classroom and I met several of the students in that room. I fell in love instantly, and my heart knew that even if I was offered all three jobs, I would choose Life Skills. Annette, the VP, and I have been staying in contact but a couple weeks went by with no word.

A couple days ago I was offered the preschool position. Then, just last night (2/7), a lady named Linda from the Everett School District HR gave me a call. She said that I was in the unique position that Lowell Elementary was offering me two separate positions - the assistant preschool teacher position, and the Life Skills position. She asked if I wanted either of them or one more than the other. I was so excited and took the Life Skills position! Linda asked why I chose this position. I said that I had a heart for kids with disabilities and I had met the students and fell in love. She seemed really excited for me, too. She said that Annette would be in contact with me soon and give me more information.

Annette emailed me that night and welcomed me to the team. Then she asked me when I wanted to start! I had no idea that this new job would get started so quickly and suddenly. I had to call my boss Teal and discuss this with her before I could make additional plans with Annette and the school district. Today (2/15), I'm at HR to fill out paperwork and get more information about how much I'll be paid, and what benefits are like. I'm meeting with a lady named Debra Wisniewski! Wisniew is derived from Wisniewski, so technically we have the same last name, how funny is that?!

Anyway, it looks like they want me to start on Monday! That means that I will potentially not work at all next week at Dutch Bros. I would've worked on Saturday but I took that day off for Lakeside Bible Camp's high school weekend. So my last day at DB (for the season), is Saturday the 24th!

Since paras don't work during the summer, I will be needing to get a summer job in just a few short months (about mid June). Thankfully, Teal said that I may be able to work again at Dutch Bros through the summer! This would be the best case scenario, because I wouldn't have to get accustomed to new management or the training of a short summer position. Because we're SO MUCH busier through the summer, Teal likes the idea as well because it means she doesn't have to train a new person and I already know all our regular customers and am comfortable with the job.

So I'm not leaving Dutch Bros completely. But for the next several months, I'll be on a new adventure. I am so excited to see what its in store at Lowell Elementary. In another post, I'll go into more detail about the specifics of the job itself. Not everyone can work well with children with special needs. But I am very comfortable with them. We connect well. I understanding that children with special needs are sometimes considered harder to love, and I want to be someone to tells them they are loved. They are worth it. They are special because they are who they are, not because they have "special" needs.

I'm super excited to see what the future has in store. I had my first day today and I'll talk more about it in another post!

Have a great week!

Holls B Jolls

Saturday, February 3, 2018

First Plane Ride & First Impressions

It's been over a month since I left California. However, I still wanted to document the trip. This is a long post; but there are plenty of pictures at the end, mostly all taken by my sister, and highlights of every day we were there.

The trip started early, with an Express Shuttle van arriving at our door at about 4:07am. Our flight was at 8:12 but we wanted to make sure to get there plenty early since we were flying alone and it was our first time. 

We arrived at the airport at 5:30 and spent some time walking around, getting into long lines we weren't supposed to be in, and finally went through security around 6:30. Sydnie was able to go through PreCheck, so we were separated because I had to go through the normal security. The line was VERY long, but went surprisingly fast. I took about 20 minutes longer than Sydnie did, however, so she waited on the other side. They didn't have us take our shoes off, separate the liquids, or anything like that, which is what I was expecting. Maybe the LAX airport will be different and take longer, but I was surprised. 

After we were both reunited again, we had lots of time to kill before the flight boarded. We got some Starbucks and ate some snacks. We boarded the plane at 7:47. There was one stop before we landed in LAX, in Santa Rosa. This first leg of the journey was beautiful, completely smooth sailing, with views of mountains and the sunrise. We were able to watch some of a movie, listen to music, I read a lot, and slept a little. 

The second leg was much rougher. Since we were in California, we saw so much smoke and burned land from the plane. There was lots of turbulence, and the plane shook. I'm not going to lie, it was terrifying. I didn't know that turbulence is a relatively common and not very dangerous occurrence, but because of the shaking and dipping I was worried we would crash. I had to close my eyes, breathe, and pray. Because of my anxiety, I was a little shaky, and my stomach was turning long afterwards. We didn't crash, of course. We made it to land and Anna picked us up at the curb. 

LAX was not as crazy as I was expecting. I'm sure it's crazier to fly out of, but it was not crowded at all when we walked through. It was easy to find her and we headed to our home for the week. Anna's family lives in Camarillo, about 2ish hours out of LA. It was about 1:00pm, and the drive was beautiful. We took the scenic route and drove along the coast the whole time. We saw surfers and paddle boarders when we drove through Malibu. The houses look so different, very "California-y" and the palm trees!! Honestly everything looked the way Cali does in movies and on TV.

As soon as we got to Camarillo, we needed to pick up the kids from Anna's in-laws' and her parents' house. Both families have pools, orange trees, and the Spooners have an avocado tree. All three families live only blocks from each other. The Spooners and Tabors have dogs from similar litters, and littermate cats.

After picking up the kids from the Spooners', we spent a few hours at the Tabors. Around dinner time, we went to eat at In-and-Out.

That night was pretty chill. After dinner, we relaxed at the house and my sister and I watched TV in bed and went to sleep early, due to our long day.

On Friday, we went to the ocean with Anna, her kids, younger brother, Jack, and sister, Faith. Faith works at the mall in Thousand Oaks, and offered to drive Sydnie and I there to hang out while she was working. We shopped and watched Daddy's Home 2 at the Thousand Oaks mall theater. Their tickets are only SIX DOLLARS so we had to grab that opportunity to see a movie we wouldn't normally watch in the theaters. I spent the same amount of money on both our tickets that I typically spend on ONE here in Everett.

On Saturday morning, with Anna, the kids, her sister in law, and Faith, we went to the farmer's market (which is year-round in CA), and bought DELICIOUS chocolate macaroons! We also went thrifting and played with the kids at a park.

On Sunday, we went to Faith's church in the morning and her youth group's nerf party afterwards. The theme was camo, so we decided to go in Christmas camo. We wrapped ourselves in wrapping paper or hung ornaments on our shirts to become a tree. We won the costume contest and got a prize. After the games, we hung out with Anna's brother George all day. He drove us around looking for my wallet, which I lost (but eventually found), in California. That night, we played games and ate brownies.

Monday was spent mostly at Anna's in-laws' house. We did crafts there and talked on their porch, while being served iced tea by Anna's mother in law :) We went out to eat lunch at a Mexican place beforehand.

Tuesday, we went to the LA zoo. We were going to go to the Santa Barbara zoo which was closer, but due to the fires, that zoo was preparing to be evacuated and so it was closed. That night, Sydnie and I had sushi for the first time with Anna and Faith.

Wednesday was our last day, and unfortunately it wasn't that great. Sydnie and I did not feel well, but at least she was able to go to the beach again with Anna and the kids. Because we had to leave so early, that night was spent saying our goodbyes to Faith, George, Anna's in laws and the kids, and going to bed early.

It was overall an amazing trip. I'm really excited to go back to California this year and do more exploring. Maybe Disneyland next time!

Thanks for reading this LONG post! I hope you enjoy the pictures at the end (@sydnisity & @sydsartpage on Instagram).

H.L.W

P.S. Yes they are all screenshots of her Instagram lol :)